Frustration fills my mind..
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
currently in Starbucks @Pyramid.. having Caffe Latte to keep me up and Choco Banana Pie to relieve myself.. it has been really frustrating for me this week.. *effing no money wei..!!*
No.1
- MICE management proposal have to do loads of things.. only 4 person are working hard for it.. hmm we are almost done except for slide show and rehearsal.. hope everything runs well.. and that I din leave out anything important needed for the next Tues presentation.. though I just found out that I have to ask cinema for permission to run my event.. which I have to ask Ms.Karen about it tomorrow.. so for now, well I mean tonight, I'll start my part for presentation..
No.2
- My so-not-successful ice skating activity that will be held in Pyramid Ice Skating Rink this Saturday.. It is an embarassing thing for me.. For such a small event, I cant even gather people to come.. I'm such a lousy as organizer.. Currently, I only have 10person going.. so freaking little, embarassing and mind you/me, SAD!!! I feel like a failure.. seriously.. BOD, only 3 is going, that is also including me.. I want to thank Wendy, Kai Kee, Jack and BB for joining this activity.. oo ya, to Saw Kuan, Ruru, Connie, Jolyn as well..!!! it means so much to me although the result is really disappointing.. and to Zhen Hui, thanks for the moral support..!! although disappointed but I cant wait for this Sat..!!
No.3
- I dunno what really went wrong between us.. silence has came between us.. Talks are growing lesser and lesser by the day.. meeting up has also long gone with the wind.. smses are not replied.. calls are not returned.. why..? why cant we stay the same eventhough we dun hang out often..? guess it's suppose to be that way huh..? well, its not really frustrating me but it affects some little part of me.. I thought everything will be alright.. guess not.. but I aint gonna let that pull me down..!! I guess I just have to with it and also hope for the best..!!
No.4
- regarding HK classes.. I just read my cbox.. I feel bad overall.. but what is done is done.. I cant turn back time.. what you said triggered my mind all the time.. I feel awful and totally guilty.. I'm sorry Shaun Kor for disappointing you.. I dunno why I cant handle 6hours of class straight in a row.. honestly, I think its because of the subject.. no offence to you/any1 who enjoys HK/Ms Mary.. I realize what I did wasnt a good thing but it was an overall decision.. all I can do know is only apologizing for my actions..
Went for pre-interview with Ms. Li Ling yesterday.. regarding the hotels we chose for SWE.. my 3 choices were Mandarin Oriental, Shangri-La, KL Hilton.. I choose MO n Shang because
1) Meng Kor said its a good place for training..
2) Ferrari have their press conference at MO in the pass.. I really wanna meet Raikkonen =]
3) Ferrari stays at Shang during the GP week.. I wanna meet Raikkonen badly =]
4) Reknown hotels in KL city..
5) KL Hilton was suggested by Shaun Kor.. Hilton is famous every inch of the world, so why not?
I choose training in F&B, Pastry Kitchen and HR department.. Ms Li Ling suggested me not to go for HR but I kinda insist I wanna learn some and do some office work.. so yea.. 2months in F&B and Kitchen and 1month at HR.. so yea.. now waiting to send my CV in and calls from the hotels.. btw, I'm not excited at all.. so sad =( and there were many funny things that happened from this interview but I'm too lazy to type it.. especially the crazy/hamsap talk I had with Kai Kee yesterday.. hehehehhee
I cant wait for Formula1 this weekend.. Though I do find it boring nowadays because there's no kick.. especially with Kimi's bad luck lately.. so yea.. I'm still gonna hope for the best and I'm all out for Kimi and Ferrari this weekend, because I still believe in Kimi and Italy is Ferrari's home..!! but no matter what, Kimi is still the true winner in this game..!! go Kimi gooo..!!!!
till then, stay tune for more updates..!!!
Labels: rants. emo.
10.9.08